Tree of Life

I was in the middle of writing a lighter blog post Saturday morning when I saw the news alert about the synagogue shooting in Pittsburgh. Over the next few hours, Dan and I pored through the Facebook posts from friends – some living in Pittsburgh, one who had once been affiliated with the Tree of Life congregation, and many who simply shared how horrified, sad and dismayed they were.

“What happened?” Ryan asked, after listening to us talk about it for a few minutes.

While Ryan is old enough to know about these tragedies, sometimes we’re not sure how much he processes or really understands. But he needs to hear the truth.

“A man who hates Jewish people went into a synagogue and starting shooting. Some people died. It’s very sad.”

He was quiet for a few seconds.

“Should we post something on Dan and Ryan’s Jewish School?” Ryan asked.

Dan and Ryan started a Facebook page around the time Ryan was preparing for his Bar Mitzvah to share their journey through Judaism. Ryan posts on the page every week for Shabbat and Havdalah, and for the Jewish holidays. Dan tries to explain the weekly Torah portion to Ryan and sometimes, Ryan will share his interpretation. They also write about other relevant Jewish topics.

Thanks to social media, Ryan has learned appropriate social cues and can converse very well with people in writing. Ryan is often very quiet when we are out in a group – especially a group where he doesn’t know many people well. Some people have never even heard him talk (which makes us all laugh as he does not stop taking at home). Then he’ll post something on Instagram or Facebook and they are blown away by his writing and what’s inside him.

“Yes, I think you should definitely post something on your Jewish page,” I said

“What do I say?” he asked. “Can you help me, Daddy?”

“Say what you feel,” Dan said.

“I don’t know what I feel. Tell me what to say.”

“Do you think it’s sad what happened at the synagogue?”

“Yes. Can I say we are heartbroken?” Ryan asked.

“You can.” 

“What do we say about the people who were shot?” 

“You can send our prayers to their families,” I suggested.

He wrote two different posts – one in his personal page and one the Jewish page. This was on his: I am so sad to hear about this shooting that happened at a synagogue in Pittsburgh, PA. We are very heartbroken and feeling very badly about the people who were killed. We are sending them prayers and love!

Jordan was sitting quietly during all of this.

“What are you thinking?” I asked.

“It could happen to us,” he said quietly.

It hit me that if this were 14 -year-old me saying the same thing, my parents probably would have replied with something like, “No, it won’t. This is very unusual and the chances of it happening to us are very slim.” But today’s teens have constant access to news and have grown up hearing about school shootings and hate crimes. A deadly shooting at a synagogue – the worst attack on the Jewish community in US history – brought it even closer to home.

“It could,” Dan said. “But you can’t live your life in fear. Because then you’re not living your life.”

Our discussion continued well beyond that and throughout the day yesterday. Like many people, we’re still trying to process this, although I’m not sure it’s possible to really process it all. Yesterday, I spoke with two people who each had a connection with a different victim. What are the odds of that?

Tiny Giant Steps is a blog about being a working mom of twins, one with autism. It’s not meant to be political, so while that’s the logical next paragraph for this blog entry, you’ll have to find another blog if you want to read a post about our administration, guns, and the state of our country. However, I will end with two thoughts:

  1. How you talk to your kids about these types of tragic events is a personal decision. But especially in today’s times, it’s so important to have the discussions – in an age appropriate way – and keep the lines of communication open.
  2. We can’t become complacent and allow hate to be the new normal. Whether it’s Jews, another minority group, or anyone who is different, I believe teaching our children to stand up for themselves and for others when they encounter anti-semitism, discrimination and hatred is essential. We need to stand strong together and keep love and kindness alive.

My thoughts and prayers are with the members of the Tree of Life Synagogue and my sincere condolences to the families of the victims. May their memory be a blessing.

16 thoughts on “Tree of Life

  1. Thank you for sharing, Jodi. In the midst of such hatred, we must help our children understand and process their emotions. Actually, we all need to process. I think what makes your sharing powerful is that it is not political. It’s real.

    Praying for comfort and peace for the families of this atrocity and for God to give us wisdom for such a time as this.

  2. This completely brought me to tears. Ryan’s words touch my heart! He has learned so much! Jordan’s words break my heart! Yes, it could happen here and I ache for him knowing that! Beautiful blog! Very well written! Today I go to work with extra security in front and in my school! 💔😢

    1. Thank you! It’s so scary and I am glad you have extra security but sad it has come to that! 💜😥

  3. I love this! It’s beautiful! And I loved how you talked about our Jewish page! I’m glad you like it when I post every weekend on Shabbat.

  4. It is so difficult to talk to our children at a time like this. It is hard to strike a balance between sheltering our children from the truth to protect them and letting them know the truth so they can be a part of the solution. You seemed to have handled it beautifully. I went to one of the solidarity/ healing events last night. We sang, recited prayers, heard from clergy from different religions, heard from out state attorney general, made healing cards, and donated money to an agency in Pittsburg which will be helping the synagogue victims/ members. While this was healing for me, it certainly was not enough.

  5. First time I read one of your blogs. I will be reading them more now. What nice heart warming thoughts and sharing it with your sons and us. We always had a cop in our synagogue Guarding out side. But i always have that fear that one day something so tragic can happen to us too. I always pray for our family’s safety and for other Jews too.
    I love Danny’s and Ryan’s posts. Thank s Jodi.

    1. Thank you! Glad you enjoyed the post. You can read all of my posts if you go to the main page Just scroll down – you’ll enjoy all the high school ones. Re: your comment, I agree it is very scary thinking about what could happen and we pray for safety, as well!

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